Enjoy Every Minute

Because she will only be this age once.

I am more tired then I have ever been, I get up many times a night so babygirl can get a clean diaper and some yum yum’s. I also play and interact with her as much as possible during the day, I’m not really the type to sit her down with some toys so I can play a videogame, usually, I will do that once in a while just so I can get a small break but that’s about it.

The truth is though, as tired and run down as I feel I wouldn’t change it. The moments with her in my arms when I feed her are the best moments of my day, she will always wrap her little hands around one of my fingers and hold on tight, she will look up at me while she sips on her bottle and then she will ultimately fall asleep in my arms. She looks happy, peaceful and content and to be honest, I feel the same way. I feel the most at peace when she is asleep in my arms. SO many parents seem to be counting down until the baby can hold their own bottle, sleep in their own bed, occupy themselves and so on. Why? She is at an age where she needs me and i am there for her every need and I love it. I do not understand the need or want to rush your child to grow so you can have more free time. My days are now filled with caring for, loving and entertaining my babygirl and I am trying to enjoy every second of it.

It was maybe 3 am, I can’t remember they all blend together now but it was dark and it was late, or technically early, we have to keep the room dark so she goes back to bed after bottle but I had my babygirl in my arms and she had just fallen asleep after her bottle and as I stared at her it made me think about this, about how I need to enjoy this right now, there are no do-overs. Those late-night feedings are a special time, they are a time where we just bond, she gets so happy when I come and pick her up and take her into bed with me and I always give her a kiss on her head before I give her the bottle and then she just settles into my arms and looks up at me.

On a related note there is nothing better then the happiness she expresses when she sees us in the morning. I will hear that she is awake and when I walk over to her and soon as she seems the smile on her face is ear to ear and she will start kicking her little legs and her arms start moving and nothing warms my heart quite like seeing how happy she is to see me. I will always say “Good Morning Babygirl” and you can just tell she is overwhelmed with happiness and her smile and body movement shows it.

Daddy loves you Babygirl.

Christmas 2019

This was Isabella’s first Christmas, she was only 3 months but it was still very special. Some people say “oh don’t buy her anything, she is too young she won’t remember” and to this, I say “Hogwash!” It’s her first Christmas, its special and she will be getting gifts and let me tell you, even though she won’t remember this she still had a great time. She opened presents the best she could, she loved the wrapping paper and the sound it makes, she loved the lights and all the guests and attention she got. She had a great time and we had a great time watching her have a great time.

We also took her to the enchanted village which my mom has been taking us to since we were kids, its a tradition that I was very happy to share with her and again, she may not remember her first time going to the Enchanted Village but she has a great time looking at all the lights and animatronics. It’s always a long day with a newborn and making bottles and changing them all while out in public and it can be tough but I love taking her to do these special things. Its only Christmas once a year and she is only any age once, so live it up I say. Spoil her! I almost forgot we also took her to Edaville Railroad on the coldest day of the year, again i beleive she had a good time and we had her all snuggles up in the baby carrier getting all our body heat but if i could do it again, id go on a warmer day.

Taking pictures and making memories we can share with her when she gets older is what it’s all about.

Please check out the video above to see some highlights from this year’s Christmas activities.

Welcome to the World

The first few days of my baby girl’s life in pictures. She is only a month old and I already look back on her first pictures and miss her being that little baby. She is still a baby and will be a baby for a while but life really does move too fast, you just don’t notice until your baby comes along.

I love you very much baby girl.

Family Boat Day

So despite being a crazy summer getting ready for baby and what not we did manage to get out on the boat/lake a few times. The boat ran great after have to replace the starter which was a nightmare since the place I gt it from order the wrong starter multiple times, what should have been fixed in 2 days took a week.

In the end we got it replaced and had some good times on the lake this season, sadly, it’s about time to winterize the boat and put her to bed.

Brainscan

I am one of those people who like to watch something when I go to sleep, I can sleep with it in the background, in fact, I prefer too. Although sometimes just sometimes I end up watching the whole damn movie instead of sleeping. I also seem to have certain movies for this occasion, I don’t put just any old movie in, I have certain sleepy time movies and one of these movies is Brainscan. This is an older movie it came out in 1994 and I must have seen it in 95 on VHS, it’s a funny story because my friend Richie was sleeping over and my mom rented it for us. What’s unusual about this is how much this movie was made for us, did my mom know that or was it a coincidence? Either way, its cool how it ended up, let me explain. Even back then I and Richie were video game kids and at the time I believe the system I owned was sega genesis. So why is this movie perfect for us? Here is the IMDB synopsis.

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